Blog - Jolie Dawn

I remember 2 years ago, I told my partner that I h

I remember 2 years ago, I told my partner that I hated myself and I meant it.

I was gaining weight and it rocked my confidence to my core. Slowly, I was growing out of everything in my closet. Every time I looked at the scale was a huge emotional breakdown.

The weight just kept accumulating on my body on a vegan diet, no matter how hard I tried, I couldn’t regulate. I was up 30 pounds in 1 year, and on a petite body frame, it was really hard for me to hold.

I was working with an incredible personal trainer, had a full-time chef, doing ketamine therapy to address and stress in my nervous system, doing daily hypnosis for weight loss and was listening to all the books.

For my 30th birthday, I went out looking for a dress, and nothing I wanted to buy fit my body. I came home crying and I exclaimed the thing that felt most true “I hate myself, I hate this body!”

When I said it, it felt good because it was real. On the other hand, I knew I was in a really bad place to say that.

Shame immediately came... “who am I to lead women if I’m secretly hating myself behind the scenes”?

I knew I needed to make some serious changed to regain my power and self-love.

It’s been a long healing journey but I’m down 22 pounds and feeling so damn free.

I had to love myself BEFORE the results, because we deserve our self-love no matter our size.

Self-discipline and the support of my friend Gini and MindValley’s WildFit program was the direction I needed.

It was challenging from a moral perspective to go back to meat-eating, but through trial and error I realized that I personally needed it for healing, but every body is different.

I share this dark time in my life to remind you that nothing lasts forever and there’s always a way out if you want something bad enough.

Tell the truth to yourself, have compassion, listen to the quiet whispers within, and you’ll find your way home 💕

From a girl that struggled deeply most her life wi

From a girl that struggled deeply most her life with self-confidence issues and feeling like she had no place to speak her truth, it’s a true miracle that I have had the opportunity to lead 2600 women from all over the world in the Dare to Prosper Challenge for the past 10 days.

Today we completed the morning hypnosis experience in tears with each other. We cried tears of joy and tenderness as we feel the gravity of this type of work.

For so many years the world wasn’t ready to hear women, wasn’t ready to have powerful heart-centered women lead and create. But now we’re ready. Nows our time.

For how long were women told that it wasn’t her place to create wealth, that true leadership wasn’t theirs to do?

I’m seeing these queens claim what’s theirs and everything in my being is exclaiming with relief and joy.

We went deep into the psychic field and got to the core of our pain with money. We feel so we can heal. We planted seeds in our metaphorical garden as we bathed in the prosperity if mama earth.

The miracles of results unfolded every hour in the Facebook group, more than my team and I could even keep up with.

I am just beside myself with gratitude right now to have had the opportunity to hold this healing journey every single day.

Thank you to my entire team that supported this mission so fully- Mary, Jules, Amanda, and Regine.

And to all the women who committed to the 10 days, I am in awe of you. You give me hope for the world I want to live in 💕

How are you ladies feeling???

📸: @red5andrewreed

Kisses to all the brave women meditating + visuali

Kisses to all the brave women meditating + visualizing with me every single morning in the Dare to Prosper Challenge!!

We’ve got 2550 women enrolled and counting as were in day 7/10 of the challenge.

It’s blowing my heart wide open to see all the love and prosperity miracles unfolding before my eyes 💸💕

Swipe to see some of the magic 🤩

How are you ladies doing??

All setup in my queendom for the next 3 weeks as m

All setup in my queendom for the next 3 weeks as my team and I produce the Dare to Prosper Challenge 💸

Over 1700 women have enrolled and we had over 200 women live on Zoom with us this morning meditating 🤯😍

This collective wealth uprising is so much bigger than me, it’s a amplified field that is so incredible to witness.

Did you attend today? How are you feeling?

📸: @red5andrewreed

I’m just so damn grateful to be alive ☀️ Ce

I’m just so damn grateful to be alive ☀️

Celebrating 1400 women registered in my upcoming Dare to Prosper Challenge 🥳

Cabo has been so nourishing, my team is making being a CEO a dream, my 27 Creatrix Academy ladies are soaring, and I’m headed to Nuevo Vallarta to produce 3 weeks of Dare to Prosper.

9 months ago, I didn’t know how selling all of my belongings and hitting the nomadic road would turn out, but damn... this is the best life choice to-date.

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Are you joining us for Dare to Prosper? It’s a totally free 10-day morning hypnosis meditation challenge with afternoon speakers.

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We didn’t know that 13 years ago that we were fo

We didn’t know that 13 years ago that we were forming bonds that would last a lifetime.

San Diego State brought us together and sisterhood kept us together all these seasons and years 💕

We’re an entire squad and we still roll as deep as ever. Girl code is alive and well in the best ways. We celebrate the fuck out of each other’s accomplishments. We show up for each other when it matters.

This weekend we showed up fully posse mode for @baileyj222 ‘s wedding. I must say it was the most beautiful wedding I’ve ever been to, and hands down the most fun.

I’ve always been a girl’s girl, and while I don’t have much family alive in this life... I’ve been blessed me with the most loyal, caring, and fun friends I could have ever asked for.

Congratulations Jess + Romo, you two are true models of love and partnership. Thank you for being such stewards of our community and bringing us all together for memories that will be cherished for life.

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